I didn't ask for a free ride. I only asked you to show me a real good time. I never asked for the rainfallAt least I showed up, you showed me nothing at all.Rain on Me - Lady Gaga ft. Ariana Grande Don't do it! Don't do it! You are going to hate yourself. It's … Continue reading 2 Years of Sobriety Almost Didn’t Happen

Come with me, my love. To the sea, the sea of love. I want to tell you, how much I love you.Sea of Love - Cat Power I know Cat Power isn't the orginal artist of Sea of Love, but I have to admit, it's the version I like the most. The other day I … Continue reading A Love Letter to Myself

So turn and face the sun again. Dream what you are, you sunflower. Rise up and face the sun again. Be what you are, you sunflower.Sunflower - Chalk Farm An old friend, Ana, reached out to me today who I haven't seen in over 5 years. She tells me she is planning on visiting and … Continue reading And It Shows, Girl

Wake me up when it's all over. When I'm wiser and I'm older. All this time I was finding myself and I didn't know I was lost.Wake Me Up When It's All Over - Avicii For those who are being personally affected by all of the hate, inequality, and injustice, please know that I see … Continue reading Not Ready To Wake Up

There’s so much I’m longing to say but there’s nothing to decide. If we’re lucky they’ll make a mistake and let you stay by my side. But it's a long, long way to night.A Long Way To Night - Joan Shelley Forewarning, this post isn't the most uplifting or inspiring but I did put some … Continue reading Dear Diary, Everything Sucks

Living is easy with eyes closed. Misunderstanding all you see.Strawberry Fields Forever - The Beatles I had a virtual session with my therapist yesterday. We were talking about how society is dealing with the coronavirus, specifically in terms of alcohol. I mentioned in my last blog post that a lot of posts I see on … Continue reading The Easy Way Out

You wanted more. More than I could give. More than I could handle and a life that I can't live.You Wanted More - Tonic The past few months have been a rollercoaster ride to say the least. The loss of my Uncle, reaching milestones in school, dealing with the life-altering insanity of the coronavirus (and … Continue reading I’ll Never Stop Wanting More