I didn't ask for a free ride. I only asked you to show me a real good time. I never asked for the rainfallAt least I showed up, you showed me nothing at all.Rain on Me - Lady Gaga ft. Ariana Grande Don't do it! Don't do it! You are going to hate yourself. It's … Continue reading 2 Years of Sobriety Almost Didn’t Happen

Come with me, my love. To the sea, the sea of love. I want to tell you, how much I love you.Sea of Love - Cat Power I know Cat Power isn't the orginal artist of Sea of Love, but I have to admit, it's the version I like the most. The other day I … Continue reading A Love Letter to Myself

So turn and face the sun again. Dream what you are, you sunflower. Rise up and face the sun again. Be what you are, you sunflower.Sunflower - Chalk Farm An old friend, Ana, reached out to me today who I haven't seen in over 5 years. She tells me she is planning on visiting and … Continue reading And It Shows, Girl

Wake me up when it's all over. When I'm wiser and I'm older. All this time I was finding myself and I didn't know I was lost.Wake Me Up When It's All Over - Avicii For those who are being personally affected by all of the hate, inequality, and injustice, please know that I see … Continue reading Not Ready To Wake Up

There’s so much I’m longing to say but there’s nothing to decide. If we’re lucky they’ll make a mistake and let you stay by my side. But it's a long, long way to night.A Long Way To Night - Joan Shelley Forewarning, this post isn't the most uplifting or inspiring but I did put some … Continue reading Dear Diary, Everything Sucks

Living is easy with eyes closed. Misunderstanding all you see.Strawberry Fields Forever - The Beatles I had a virtual session with my therapist yesterday. We were talking about how society is dealing with the coronavirus, specifically in terms of alcohol. I mentioned in my last blog post that a lot of posts I see on … Continue reading The Easy Way Out

You wanted more. More than I could give. More than I could handle and a life that I can't live.You Wanted More - Tonic The past few months have been a rollercoaster ride to say the least. The loss of my Uncle, reaching milestones in school, dealing with the life-altering insanity of the coronavirus (and … Continue reading I’ll Never Stop Wanting More

'Cause I'm a warrior. I fight for my life like a soldier all through the night. And I won't give up, I will survive. I'm a warrior. And I'm stronger, that's why I'm alive. I will conquer, time after time. I'll never falter, I will survive. I'm a warrior.Warrior - Avril Lavigne Before I begin … Continue reading Don’t Pull The Trigger

Rockin' around the Christmas tree at the Christmas party hop. Mistletoe hung where you can see every couple tries to stop. Rockin' around the Christmas tree, let the Christmas spirit ring. Later we'll have some pumpkin pie and we'll do some caroling.Rocking Around the Christmas Tree - Brenda Lee Well folks! The 1st of December … Continue reading Party Girl! No Eggnog Required!

Because I'm happy. Clap along if you feel like a room without a roof. Because I'm happy. Clap along if you feel like happiness is the truth. Because I'm happy. Clap along if you know what happiness is to you. Because I'm happy. Clap along if you feel like that's what you wanna do.Happy - … Continue reading A Key to Happiness